forbidden love

It was a strange night, I didn’t understand what to do or not to do. It was the first night of marriage and my wife sitting as a bride said, “Don’t touch me, I love someone else.” This is a forced marriage and remember no matter what you do you will never get my love nor will I want you. There were tears in her eyes. When he did not understand anything, he got up and performed ablution and went to pray and mentioned to his Allah, “O Raba, what kind of test is this?”
I was afraid, very afraid
Fear of society, fear of family members
I belong to a middle class family and we had a procession of honor on such high and low, different thoughts were coming that if she went home in the morning and did not return, what would happen to my honor.
Do you know that he should not say in his house that he is impotent, end the marriage with him
Once I thought that I am doing it by force, it is not a sin in my marriage, but my heart did not agree.
He fell asleep complaining to Allah Almighty
If she was in love with someone else, she would not have agreed to marriage or told me, I would have ended the relationship with her myself.
My life would not have been wasted
I, a middle-class man, had spent all my savings on marriage
In the morning, she went to her house. Nothing happened. There was no movement for three days. After three days, her mother called her saying, “Son, you have not come to pick up your bride. So I went to pick up my bride. I didn’t talk there either.”
We came back home
My wife used to talk to someone on the phone every night, not in front of me, but by going outside or on the roof of the house
I didn’t even inquire as to who she was speaking with.
He asked only once that he wanted a divorce.
He said no
His love on the phone made no sense to me
Five months passed like this
I used to come home at night tired from work and eat food from outside
And whenever she came home, she was talking on the phone
One day he asked me to ask one thing, I said ask
He said, don’t you want to see me?
I said that there was control even before marriage, so what do you think that it will not be possible even now?
But that night was something else
I was sleeping when my mobile phone rang. It was my friend’s phone. He told me that your wife is sitting with another man at such and such a hotel. I was so angry that I felt like my brain was exploding
I respected him and didn’t tell anyone but he didn’t respect me. I went to the hotel and kept myself calm. I came home and brought her home, I slapped her so hard that my fingers got stuck on her face and said to her, now you go to your house, you are free from me today, if you want a divorce, tell me. But you can never stay with me in my house.
That woman, that is, my wife, is still in her husband’s house, she did not ask for divorce, and yes, the one whose love she was madly in love with, did not accept her and ran away.
One day he called me while crying saying that don’t deprive me of your name, just don’t give me a place with you, but don’t divorce me, just fulfill one last wish.
I respected his wish and did not divorce him
After that it took me three to four years to make myself a normal person to believe in women that not all women are the same.

Then finally I married another woman.

Now Alhamdulillah, I have 3 children. This second wife of mine turned out to be very good. I don’t know, because of the two or three years that I spent with courage, Allah gave me a reward in the form of a reward that I now consider even a little sympathy as a big thing. It seemed
If I get even a little bit worried, my wife’s sleep goes away, she loves me to the extent of love and I love her so much, if I come late from work or don’t send any messages, she gets upset like a shadow. Around. Sometimes I get angry and quarrel with him that there is no milk-drinking child in the bond of Allah.
One that first woman, one this woman, I was the same
I have heard that my former wife has gone crazy and is wandering in the streets. She has lost her senses. Now she has taken poison twice, but the people who survived still say that I am a cruel person. She has gone crazy
What should I say to people now?
Forbidden love always ends in humiliation
Expecting it to be okay by putting on a love interest
Humiliation is what you get
Remember my girls, sisters and daughters
The fate of forbidden love is humiliation…